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Sunday, February 29th, 2004
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10:28 am - MY FEELINGS
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" You can't stop fucking with my head,
stop fucking with my head
Don't tell me now
with a smile on your face,
that you are lost,down and out,
with there was nothing left in me.
you can't stop fucking with my head, stop fucking with my head,
my silence that you break,the smile that you fake,
you fake.
There is not one thing you can say to make it right,
unless you say "im leaving"
and if your not, then please tell me why,
please tell me why you can't.
Save face,
say it to my face,
can i take all the filth in your head,
all the words that you said, (that you said)
and throw it away (throw it out.)
YOU CANT STOP FUCKING WITH MY HEAD,
STOP FUCKING WITH MY HEAD MY SILENCE YOU BREAK,
THE SMILE THAT YOU TAKE AWAY,
there's not one thing you can say to make it right,
unless you say 'im leaving'
and if your not, then please tell me why,
please tell ME why .
there's not one thing, you can say to make it right,
unless you say 'im leavin'
and if your not, then please tell me why,
please tell me why you can't( scream )
That shit your talkin don't mean nothing to me anymore limp dick you fuck stick, lets settle the score, run and hide, you know i'll find you anywhere, motherfucker two-faced prick, with hell to pay, whats real is real its time to step up to the plate again, swing batter batter, swing batter batter, swing. whats real is real, its time to step up to the plate again, swing batter batter,YOU FUCKED ME FOR THE LAST TIME swing batter batter, swing. just take your swing, come on, you should have taken that swing, just take your swing,
there's not one thing, that you can say to make it right, unless you say 'im leavin'
and if your not,
then please tell me why,
please tell me why ,
there's not one thing, that you can say to make it right,
unless you say 'im leavin'
and if your not,
then please tell me why,
please tell me why you can't
swing, just take your swing,
FUCK YOU,
just take your swing,
you cant stop fucking with my head, stop fucking with my head"
current mood:  pissed off
current music: SEVENDUST :FACE TO FACE
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| Sunday, October 12th, 2003
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3:24 am
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| Friday, September 19th, 2003
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10:22 am
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woa....have you ever had yer brain like...freeze on you? its so wierd. but ne way, i just wanted to say i love all of you, and i couldnt ask for better friends and i wouldnt trade ne of you in for ne thing in the world... goood nite! love nani
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| Friday, September 12th, 2003
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11:03 pm
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i would do ne thing to take it back. i would never take back love, for it is better to love and get hurt, than never to have loved at all. life is too hard for someone, when it feels as though you lost everything in the drop of a dime. how do you start over when it feels like your whole world fell apart, and you are left with nothing? what happens when you are so alone, that you want to die, and nothing can comfort you? what do you do, when all you feel is pain, and you only laugh to feel good for a minuite? how do you keep laughing to make the pain go away? how do you forget? how do you feel normal again? and how do you get back all that you have lost? is love even an emotion any more? i have no clue. i just wish that everything will be ok, like i keep telling myself. but unfortunately, it will never get better. not even in the deepest of my dreams. i can not love, i can not feel, i can only cry.
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| Monday, August 25th, 2003
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10:30 am
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I LOVE YOU: send this to ten pp. and tonight at midnight your true love will find you Something good will happen 2 you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years. Tomorrow is National Kiss Day. If you send 15ppl this in 15 Min you're safe.
HAHA I BEAT YOU YOU STUPID CHAIN LETTER!! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE HAHAHAHAH HEHEHE
current mood:  accomplished
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| Thursday, August 21st, 2003
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1:50 pm
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blah. life is too good to waste, they say, but then y is it such a drag sometimes? and why cant ppl make up their minds, and tell exactly what they want? dont they know theyd be making life easier? but i guess, wheres the fun in life there, if we didnt have to work for what we believed in? and what about love? does it lead us in the right direction? all these questions are so confusing, and i guess ill never know the answers.
current mood:  disappointed
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| Sunday, July 27th, 2003
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11:55 am
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fuckin bitch, im not trusting you ne more. family or not.
current mood: pissed off
current music: stained
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| Saturday, July 19th, 2003
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12:03 pm
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 You’re horny, lonely, and looking for love. Without a man by your side, you’re adrift. Alone on the sea without any oars. In high school, you always had a date to the dance... And that’s how you continue to live your life. But this doesn’t make you co-dependent or a "yes-girl." Au contraire. It just means you know how to snag a man when you want one. You date, Girl! Do You *Need* a Boyfriend?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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| Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
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8:42 pm - hahahahahahahaha
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| Saturday, June 7th, 2003
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6:04 pm
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im sorry to the ppl who feel all poopy inside. i hope some day soon you realize that a lot of ppl love you for who and how you are, and that they will keep loving you because you mean so much to them. i am so grateful for the friends i have and i hope i never ever lose them. thanks so much everyone for being here for me:) i love you all
current mood: peaceful
current music: who knows?
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| Tuesday, May 13th, 2003
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8:53 am
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ah...sitting at skool, and ruben is making my computer do a ZING thing. its pretty kul, but then again, it wont let me type when he does it. so this week hasnt been that bad, despite the fact its only tuesday, and my dad called the other day, and if it was legal, i would kill him, BUT, on the other hand, i did get a job (thank you Lindsay, i owe you so much, but i can only give so little):( and...i got a good grade in dance...making my day so much better yesterday. heheheheheheheheh. i bought my new niece or nephew a BIG HUGE CUDDLY CAREBEAR!! hehehe its so cute. i think my sister will steal it though, because she loves carebears. how could she? its like stealing a carebear from a not-yet-born baby....*ponder*
ima stop being boring. i love you david, even though you dont think so, i do!!!! muuuuahhhahahahahah!
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| Friday, April 11th, 2003
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9:44 pm
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to kellie: hey babe, i really miss you and i think we should talk sometime, but im not allowed to call long distance, BUT!! dusty said that when he gets his cell fone, he PROMISED me that he will let me call you:):) happiness:) well hunnie, i have so much to tell you and i hope you and doug are still doing good, and i hope all is going well for you:) i love you hunnie!!!!!
current mood:  crushed
current music: Goo Goo Dolls: broadway
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| Monday, April 7th, 2003
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8:45 am
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so, yea. life is a living hell in which i want to hide myself inside millions of blankets in a corner and stay there until my existing days are over. this world is so messed up. fucked up. y do i have feelings that over come every other emotion in my mind and body? what do you do when all you feel is saddness and only happy when your mind wants to feel it, and not when you should feel happy, but all thats taking over is saddness? what then? do you fake a smile and act as everything is ok? y do words affect everything i do, and they shouldnt mean ne thing but they do and all i want them to do is go away but they dont even budge,.....blah. i want to dissappear. i am invisiable already, but just fade away so i dont feel such sorrow...
current mood:  awake
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| Tuesday, April 1st, 2003
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8:07 pm
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| Saturday, March 29th, 2003
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4:34 pm
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| Tuesday, March 4th, 2003
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3:42 pm
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forgot to add, that if my sister & ruben's uncle were still going out, hehe, guess what ruben would be to me...ready? MY NEPHEW!! lmaolmaolmaolmaolmao
current mood:  chipper
current music: lalala
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1:04 pm
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so...i really wish i went to skool today cause i feel absolutely fine, and i want to like...get up and run around or something. im so hyper, and i slept for a long time today.idk if thats a good thing or not, but w/e. i dont care. lol, that thorson dude for dance is so FUNNY cause hes so damn WIERD. lol ya got to love the wierd ppl in the world, especially the ones that make you laugh when you are sick, and doesnt know the note you gave them was a forge. yup, thats y you gotta love em! ok, maybe just me, if you all think he was a bit too loony.
awww!! kelsey got a boyfriend!!
kelly replied!:) i heart you
and david didnt work yesterday!
well, my mind is blank, so i got to go. love you all
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| Tuesday, February 25th, 2003
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11:08 am
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hehe, at skool. yay! not really, but oh well. ima say that i am having a poopy day, and i hope it will get better, but ill talk to you all later. love you david, hope u feel better, ok? love ya bye byes
current mood:  sick
current music: idk
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| Saturday, February 8th, 2003
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9:01 pm
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I WANT THE INTERNT BACK RIGHT NOW!! AND...NOW..NOW...NOWWWW!!!!
so today was a good day towards the end. southridge is the worst mall in the world, and it should go to hell and burn and rott, and be shot, yes? yes!! ne way,um....this is great:) i am not quite sure wat it is, but its great, ok? yes. please dont read this, it is random, and has no meaning. i am in a wierd but good mood, considering i am leaving for my moms house in a lil while. like...precicely 27 mins:( i shall wish myself luck. LUCK!! ima go. i heart you very much David!!:)
current mood:  dorky
current music: acdc-highway to hell:)
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| Friday, February 7th, 2003
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9:04 pm - i swear theres nothing better than this...
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truely, there is nothing..better than this...
being at Davids house, listning to him play guitar with a bunch of friends over, and being able to be with him, i am truely in heaven.
my live could end now, and i would be the happiest person alive. i love nothing more than being in his arms, and being able to say 'i love you and mean it'. i am crazy over this kid, and i love it!:) well, ima go now. i love you all, and i love you David:)
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